occasional meditations, thoughts, talks, etc., hopefully inspiring or enlightening
Saturday, December 30, 2006
New Year's Resolutions
http://doctrinematters.blogspot.com/
I long to be more effective in my walk and my witness for God's glory this upcoming new year. He has filled me with joy unspeakable and I want to proclaim the GREAT NEWS of the gospel with boldness and grace regularly. Please pray for this fresh zeal to glorify God and obey Him to only grow in me and bear much fruit! Thanks!!
Happy New Year!
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
TREASURES
I’ve been meditating on ‘treasure’ verses lately. How I long to enjoy the finest Treasure more and more. Here are some verses I’ve been looking at:
Mtt.6:19-21 “Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal, but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”
Mtt.13:44 The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and covered up. Then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field.”
Prov. 2:1 “My son, if you receive my words and treasure up my commandments with you, if you seek it like silver and search for it as for hidden treasures, then you will understand the fear of the Lord and find the knowledge of God.”
2Cor.4:6-7 “God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. We have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us.
1Tim.6:17-19 “As for the rich in this present age, charge them not to be haughty, nor set their hopes on the uncertainty of riches, but on God, who richly provides us with everything to enjoy. They are to good, to be rich in good works, to be generous and ready to share, thus storing up treasure for themselves as a good foundation for the future, so that they may take hole of that which is truly life.”
Col.2:2-3 “that their hearts may be encouraged, being knit together in love, to reach all the riches of full assurance of understanding and the knowledge of God’s mystery, which is Christ, in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.”
May this Treasure be gloried in and enjoyed immensely by all the children of God this Christmas season and always!! We are rich indeed, in every way!
Friday, December 08, 2006
I Have No Greater Joy
Friday, December 08, 2006
"Life Ticks DownI am almost done my first semester, but it doesn't even seem real. I still feel like I'm gonna wake up one day back in my house in Maryland and realize that I've been twelve years old this whole time. Am I really a college student? Does life really go this fast? Crazy. And who knows what lies ahead? But I'm gonna make sure I serve God with my life, cause I don't wanna waste my days. What is your will for me? I just wanna trust and believe, cause I really have no other choice. I've always thought or life as one big day in which we take many naps and grow and learn. It's like a video game with a mission. We're all going to reach the end sooner than we know. I just wanna make sure that my mission gives God glory, so that when Game Over comes, I'll hear the "well done good and faithful servant" and enter into rich rewards, seeing family members and friends who I led to salvation there. I know that Christ has already won my salvation for me, but I wanna know this even more, and be compelled to live everyday not considering my life of any worth apart from serving him. I wanna sacrifice my soul, body, work, tongue. Make me like Christ!"
(Daniel is joining our church this Sunday as an official adult member :)
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Barren Beauty
Barren beauty of the trees
Reminds me now of
Where You bled and died for me
Upon that awful, barren tree
Before this day, I oft would dread
When all the leaves the trees laid bare
I’d long for snow to cover them
And laden white, they’d look so fair
You opened my eyes to see the gift
The bereft trees are to my faith
For reminders are needed every day
Of that Day of Day of grace
So now I’m thankful for the trees
Though plain and stark; their beauty deep
That speaks a better word to me
Of life and death and eternity
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Thanksgiving: glorifying to God and so good for my soul!!
Right about the same time a dear friend came to the door to drop something off. Paul was downstairs to receive the item. I came down soon after she left to find an anniversary gift-a beautiful wreath made with sand dollars. I thanked God for Lisa’s thoughtfulness and their incredible family that’s such a blessing to our whole family and church. As I contemplated God’s goodness and my serious lack of thankfulness of late, I gazed out my bedroom window to see our friend Christopher chopping wood for us. He was working hours, serving our family with joy. He is here with the Catalyst program to serve our church in outreach as well in other ways like this day. He enjoys doing stuff on Paul’s to-do list!!! This is no small blessing to our family! I was overcome with tears of thankful joy to my gracious God. He has blessed us so much and I realize that thankfulness is the opener of my eyes and the softener of my heart.
“Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice. Let your reasonableness be known to everyone. The Lord is at hand; do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication WITH THANKSGIVING let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”Phil.4:4-7
My faith was built up greatly as I exercised the grace of thankfulness. I want to grow in this so much more!
Happy Thanksgiving!!
Monday, November 13, 2006
Abe Started It (Official Thanksgiving Day, that is!)
by the President of the United States of America
The year that is drawing toward its close has been filled with the blessings of fruitful years and healthful skies. To these bounties, which are so constantly enjoyed that we are prone to forget the Source from which they come, others have been added which are of so extraordinary a nature that they can not fail to penetrate and soften even the heart which is habitually insensible to the ever-watchful providence of Almighty God.
In the midst of a civil war of unequaled magnitude and severity, which has sometimes seemed to foreign states to invite and to provoke their aggression, peace has been preserved with all nations, order has been maintained, the laws have been respected and obeyed, and harmony has prevailed everywhere, except in the theater of military conflict, while that theater has been greatly contracted by the advancing armies and navies of the Union.
Needful diversions of wealth and of strength from the field of peaceful industry to the national defense have not arrested the plow, the shuttle, or the ship; the ax has enlarged the borders of our settlements, and the mines, as well of iron and coal as of the precious metals, have yielded even more abundantly than theretofore. Population has steadily increased notwithstanding the waste that has been made in the camp, the siege, and the battlefield, and the country, rejoicing in the consciousness of augmented strength and vigor, is permitted to expect continuance of years with large increase of freedom.
No human counsel hath devised nor hath any mortal hand worked out these great things. They are the gracious gifts of the Most High God, who, while dealing with us in anger for our sins, hath nevertheless remembered mercy.
It has seemed to me fit and proper that they should be solemnly, reverently, and gratefully acknowledged, as with one heart and one voice, by the whole American people. I do therefore invite my fellow-citizens in every part of the United States, and also those who are at sea and those who are sojourning in foreign lands, to set apart and observe the last Thursday of November next as a day of thanksgiving and praise to our beneficent Father who dwelleth in the heavens. And I recommend to them that while offering up the ascriptions justly due to Him for such singular deliverances and blessings they do also, with humble penitence for our national perverseness and disobedience, commend to His tender care all those who have become widows, orphans, mourners, or sufferers in the lamentable civil strife in which we are unavoidably engaged, and fervently implore the interposition of the Almighty Hand to heal the wounds of the nation and to restore it, as soon as may be consistent with the Divine purposes, to the full enjoyment of peace, harmony, tranquility, and union.
In testimony wherof I have herunto set my hand and caused the seal of the United States to be affixed.
[Signed]
A. Lincoln
Thursday, October 26, 2006
O The Wonderful Cross!
Change Happens Because of the Gospel
Today I'm working on a message I'll be giving to the small-group leaders of our church. The theme is "change." We're taking two days away to talk about sanctification, how God's Spirit works in us to change us and conform us to his image. The main goal of my message, which opens the retreat, is to remind us all that the basis of the ongoing work of change is the finished work of Jesus who died and rose again for our justification.
In his book The Gospel for Real Life, Jerry Bridges quotes nineteenth-century Scottish pastor and author, Horatius Bonar. Read this slowly and let its truth sink in:
The secret of a believer’s holy walk is his continual recurrence to the blood of the Surety, and his daily [communion] with a crucified and risen Lord. All divine life, and all precious fruits of it, pardon, peace, and holiness, spring from the cross. All fancied sanctification which does not arise wholly from the blood of the cross is nothing better than Pharisaism. If we would be holy, we must get to the cross, and dwell there; else, notwithstanding all our labor, diligence, fasting, praying and good works, we shall be yet void of real sanctification, destitute of those humble, gracious tempers which accompany a clear view of the cross. False ideas of holiness are common, not only among those who profess false religions, but among those who profess the true. The love of God to us, and our love to Him, work together for producing holiness. Terror accomplishes no real obedience. Suspense brings forth no fruit unto holiness. No gloomy uncertainty as to god’s favor can subdue one lust, or correct our crookedness of will. But the free pardon of the cross uproots sin, and withers all its branches. Only the certainty of love, forgiving love, can do this.
God calls us to participate, to cooperate with the work of his Spirit and, empowered by his grace, to work diligently. But all this labor must be founded on the objective reality of free pardon.
What sin are you struggling against? Anger? Lust? Anxiety? Do you long for a sense of pardon, peace and greater holiness? These fruits spring from the cross. You will only see real lasting change as you believe and apply what Jesus has done for you through his death for you. He has loved you with a perfect love. It is not the result of your works. It is a free gift. Turning from this truth as some sort of twisted self-inflicted punishment will only drive you further from the grace needed to change. Have you ever tried that? “I can’t think about grace, I need to feel condemned for a week as punishment.” It doesn’t work. As Bonar put it, "No gloomy uncertainty as to God’s favor can subdue one lust, or correct our crookedness of will."
No, but "the free pardon of the cross uproots sin, and withers all its branches."
I pray whatever sin you're facing will be uprooted as you believe and trust "the free pardon of the cross."
// posted by Joshua
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Happy Anniversary, Darling!
Here's a poem I found in our memorabilia box of letters and cards, written in 1998 for my husband
Complete commitment;
Confident trust:
This is the man I love
So very much.
His faith is his anchor,
His God is his Lord,
His life is lived out
By the power of God’s Word.
He’s so much more
Than I deserve-
This is my husband-
My gift from the Lord.
Wherever he goes,
I will follow behind,
So blessed and so honored
That he is mine.
No matter the cost,
No matter the plan,
I know that he’ll follow
God’s every command.
Lord, make me his crown;
A noble wife let me be
For this, the man of all men,
That You’ve given to me!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Blessed Mundane
At one point I thought how busy yet boring the day was. I realized that it’s all in my perspective. The Word teaches us young women (I’m still in that category!) to be workers at home. I was satisfied when I realized that I’d fulfilled that directive. I also thought of those who aren’t presently doing the ‘mundane’ routine of life but are instead at doctor’s visits or hospitals to attend their loved ones who are battling illness or trauma. I realized how very blessed and I am to be living day to day doing the sometimes boring ‘homework’.
Yes, godliness with contentment is truly GREAT GAIN.
Teach me, O Lord, to be content no matter what I’m doing and what You’re doing. For the ‘great things’ are probably not so impressive in Your sight as the humble and hidden things. Glory to Your Name, Glorious One!
Amen
Friday, September 29, 2006
Happy Birthday, Sweetheart!!!
Paul and I met in college, UMass, Amherst, where he was a hard working Christian engineering student and I was lost and anything but hard working! The Lord saved me and brought me into fellowship with the Navigators where I met Paul. Right away, I was struck by how incredibly handsome and, more importantly, godly Paul was. He was always about serving the Lord and never about flirting or squandering his time. His passion for the Lord was contagious. I respected and admired him so much..and prayed God would bless me with him as my hubby. (My best friend was praying the same for herself!!) Well, the story is long and fun, and I'll share that another time, but God was so good to turn Paul's heart toward me and bring us together years later. (The Navigators were jokingly termed 'never-daters', so we were just friends through most of our college years).
We married soon after my graduation and Paul enjoyed a successful career as an engineer for 14 1/2 years. During this time we were blessed with four healthy children who have brought us so much joy! Paul is such a godly dad and hubby, always investing time in creating family memories and instilling the Word so diligently in our kids.
Back in 1999, God began stirring up our very cozy nest with a call for Paul to leave his lucrative career behind and become a pastor. Paul really liked what he was doing, serving as a care group leader in our wonderful church while working as an engineer and pursuing his PhD, fully funded by Uncle Sam, at Johns Hopkins University. The road to success and prosperity could not have seemed brighter!
Paul wrestled with God and found his desire and calling for ministry was God-given and confirmed by the pastors around him.
Paul left his job to attend the Pastors College in 2000, where he was equipped for serving as a pastor. We then spent a year in Philly for his internship where he was further prepared and evaluated for church planting. Talk about being out of our comfort zone! Yet, God gave much comfort and provided our every need!
The church plant was launched in Sept. 2002. Paul has had so many responibilites since then and has truly laid down his life for the church here. I've watched him 'die every day' gladly for the Lord's work. God's grace is truly amazing, and I marvel at the things He has done. No, it's not been a smooth ride, but what the Lord has worked in our lives is priceless. And, by His grace, He's building a precious local church, a Sovereign Grace Church, here in New England.
Thank you honey, for laying down your life for the Lord. For receiving many blows and blessings in His Name. For being so unwavering in your faith through the trials here and for leading us, your family, so tenderly and skillfully. Your reward is great in heaven, my love!
Happy Birthday to You!!!
a feast for the soul
We're not planting this church to reinvent the wheel..no, we've found the wheel that works so well..a local church, built upon the gospel, lived out in humility and led by pastors who are submitted to other pastors who are committed to caring for their souls. What an unbelievable blessing and privilege this is! My hubby and my family are so well cared for by this family. Thank You, Jesus, for our extended family of faith!!
Take a listen and be blessed:
Wisdom From the Spirit
1 Corinthians 2:6-16
http://www.covlife.org/sermons/
Monday, September 25, 2006
interesting thought
This reminds me of the inherent sinful nature in all of us--just say 'don't eat the last cookie' and everyone in the kitchen wants it!!
I wonder if the great commission had gone like this, 'DON'T go into all the world and proclaim the gospel to ANYONE..' if then I wouldn't be able to keep myself from declaring the wonders of my Lord? (Shame on me for my timidness and laziness in this regard).
For the record, the great commission is perfectly stated in Mark 16:15-16~
"And he said to them, "Go into all the world and proclaim the gospel to the whole creation. Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved, but whoever does not believe will be condemned."
Send us forth, Lord, into the harvest field!!
Friday, September 22, 2006
Mountaintop Magnificence
Fall and Glory
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
One thing that WON'T be in Heaven
I love the ESV note on this: 'As God began Israel's journey by casting the Egyptians into the Red Sea, He will conclude her history by casting His people's iniquities into the depths.'
What a glorious Day that will be! A Forever Day! And we'll enjoy "the river of the water of life, bright as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb.." (Rev. 22)
Friday, September 08, 2006
I Hope There's a Beach in Heaven
So many memories! No wonder I love the beach so much! I might just write a few posts on it..and post some pictures from our days there this summer.
Psalm 93:4 Mightier than the thunder of the great waters, mightier than the breakers of the sea-
the Lord on high is mighty."
Thursday, September 07, 2006
resting in grace, working in grace
WOW! God has preplanned wonderful (and sometimes seemingly boring) good works for me to do! Lord, fill me with joy as I rest in your grace and fulfill the purposes you have for me this day. Thank you that you walk beside me and give me the power to do what You've called me to!
"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for man." (Col.3:23)
Thanks for being such a Great Boss, Lord! That you love to hang out with me and help me constantly. Please help me teach my kids today!
Gotta go get to work!
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
incredible trial and testimony
and pray for them. thanks
i must be getting old
About getting old.. I just turned 29 again!! And my oldest son, Daniel turned 18! Go figure!!!
He's off to college and nothing, nothing can prepare you for that transition!! Thank God for IM and MA Bell! I just sent him a care package and can't wait to see him soon. Thank God he's only 45 min. from home!!! He's an incredible young man and a smart, ambitious student! He couldn't get into Greek so he chose Hebrew instead!!! He had to memorize the Hebrew alphabet for the 2nd class! GO Daniel!!!! (guess who he gets his brains from?!)
Another sign of oldness, besides an adult child in my possession, is the fact that I need to wear my reading glasses almost continually!! And when I go upstairs to look for them I forget what I was looking for! Grr. I picked up a glasses-holder-string-thingy that is going to prove very helpful for my absentminded blindness.
So, there's my first post. not very deep..maybe that will come with time!